I am not depressed

Nope i am not depressed or desperate.
I am just sad that life has only this much to offer.
I already have a mental map of where it is heading.
I do not see anything much in it.

You can remain a saint.
You do not gamble,womanize,drink,badmouth people
hurt other people.

Waiting patiently for a well deserved reward
from God.

What if it doesn't happen?

Man created Art and Music to celebrate life and its emotions.
Man created Logic to explain life's bad emotions and why it should not be followed.

I want to unlock life's secrets.A full life.Not only half of it.
To look back and smile.Smile and be carefree of life's necessities

To be a real human.Celebrate humanity with a full soul and spirit.

Or is life just a random collision.Where the correct collision brings a reactive chemistry?

I need a new distraction.

I gonna watch twilight just because Dakota Fanning is in it <3

I hate being at home.
That is where i start thinking about my life.
All the opportunity i did not grasp.
The remaining time i have to live.
What i did not do to live.
What i should do to live.

If i did not have to sleep,i will probably just work for 24 hours a day.
Questions left unanswered.
My cat bugging me to open the door to let her out.
Then few minutes later bugging me to let her in.
Then she climbs and sit on my keyboard like now.

So how?Just carry on like this?
My life is supposed to be special.
And it is supposed to be shared with someone special too.

Maybe i should start drinking every night to skip this part
of my life.
Just hang in there and lay down till you sleep.
Tomorrow is gonna be a better day.

Life's Trap

A person can choose to follow logic or emotions.
Logic - Life will be in black and white.
Emotions - Life will be colouful.
Logic - Life will be boring and predictable.
Emotions - Life will be exciting and unpredictable.

If a fruitful life is living it to the fullest,
Which one do you have to choose?
Logic vs Emotions.

Emotions are unique to each of us.
You cannot explain emotions or make another feel what you feel.

Logic?Yes.You are able to explain to anyone the logic behind it.

Logic forces you to be a perfect person.
Avoid actions that results in illogical behavior.

Emotions makes you do things that are not explainable.
But emotions changes from time to time.
Emotion is associated with mood, temperament, personality and disposition, and motivation.

Logic is the study of reasoning.Logic is used in most intellectual activity, but is studied primarily in the disciplines of philosophy, mathematics, and computer science.

Emotions are humane.Logic is man made.

Even though the logic is correct,emotions will deviate us from the path.

If logic ruled humans,there will be no crime,no bad habits.Life will be perfect.

Do you want a perfect life?Keep in mind that perfect is boring.